rant.

Sun, 29 Jul 2007 03:37:05 GMT

don't cry because it's over.
smile because it happened.

Sat, 30 Jun 2007 19:05:42 GMT

summer is ok.

Tue, 29 May 2007 00:47:02 GMT

The moment I said it,
The moment I opened my mouth
Lead in your eye lids,
Bulldozed the life out of me
I know what you're thinking,
But darling you're not thinking straight
Sadly things just happen we can't explain

It's not even light out,
But you've somewhere to be
No hesitation
No I’ve never seen you like this,
And I don't like it
I don't like it
I don't like it at all

Just put back the car keys,
Or somebody's gonna get hurt
Who are you calling at this hour?
Sit down, come round, I need you now
We'll work it all out together,
But we're getting nowhere tonight
Now sleep, I promise it'll all seem better,
Somehow in time

It's not even light out,
Suddenly (suddenly) oh, you've somewhere to be
No hesitation
Oh, I've never seen you like this
You're scaring me
You're scaring me
You're scaring me to death

Don't…ohh (smash)
Please don't…ohh (Not a-[please] nother one)
Don't…ohh (smash)
Please don't…ohh (Not a-[please] nother one)

I'm losing you, I'm losing you
Trust me on this one
I've got a bad feeling,
Trust me on this one
You're gonna throw it all away
With no hesitation

Sun, 27 May 2007 23:11:20 GMT

pirates=total dissapointment.

Fri, 25 May 2007 01:45:45 GMT

it's completely amazing how i can feel so sure of myself and completely lost at the same time.

Sun, 13 May 2007 22:52:06 GMT

i never ends =[

and somethings never begin.

Sun, 29 Apr 2007 04:15:38 GMT

gahh. i can't stop thinking about him.
this is just ridonkulous.
....honestly. i dont even like him that much.

can't concentrate.

Fri, 16 Feb 2007 18:14:17 GMT

AH! new groby songs!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sooo good =]
thanks.

thank you for an amazing experience.

Sun, 21 Jan 2007 04:41:51 GMT

Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives.

And even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives.

unlike the cabbage, we will always bring sexyback. no matter what.

Thu, 28 Dec 2006 05:21:48 GMT

x3 best movie ever!!!!
channing tatum *drool*

Sat, 25 Nov 2006 04:34:27 GMT

Hush now baby don't you cry
Rest your wings my butterfly
Peace will come to you in time
And I will sing this lullaby

Know though I must leave my child
That I would stay here by your side
And if you wake before I'm gone
Remember this sweet lullaby

And oh, through darkness, don't you ever stop believing
With love alone, with love you'll find your way
My love

The world has turned the day to dark
I leave this night with heavy heart
When I return to dry your eyes
I will sing this lullaby
Yes I will sing this lullaby

Sat, 11 Nov 2006 04:56:21 GMT

i hate junior year and its pressure. its interminable workload, perpetual pressure from everyone and everything. what's the point? yes, college and grow up and be something amazing. is it so wrong to not want to be extraordinary? what ever happened to being a normal teenager? i want to not worry about EVERYTHING. i seriously feel like im juggling a billion things at once. and i am. and i cant do it.

i just remembered how during the first week of summer, i didn't have a care in the world. i rode my bike down that gigantic hill as fast as i could. my mind was blank, everything was just blank. and it was the most amazing feeling in the world. all i had to worry about was whether the heats would lose their nba title to the mavericks that night. and that was it. nothing else. i had nothing else on my mind that night. and that was ok. perfectly ok. big hills, fireflies, and nba world championships. that's how it should be. always.

So keep me awake for every moment
Give us more time to be this way
We can't stay like this forever

why does every josh song fit into my life so perfectly?

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 23:37:36 GMT

Where has that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
Til he opens his eyes, opens his eyes
Where is that simple day
Before colors broke into shades
And how did I ever fade
Into this life, into this life

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
When all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you I, I'll come back to you one day

Morning is waking up
And sometimes it's more than just enough
When all that you need to love
Is in front of your eyes
It's in front of your eyes

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
Sometimes it's hard to find the ground
Cause I keep on falling as I try to get away
From this crazy world

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
When all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you I, I'll come back to you one day

Where has that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
Til he opens his eyes
Opens his eyes

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 22:19:32 GMT

I knew a man who lived in fear.
It was huge, it was angry it was drawing near.
Behind his house, a secret place
was the shadow of the demon he could never face.
He built a wall of steel and flame
And men with guns to keep it tame.
Then standing back he made it plain
that the nightmare would never ever rise again.
But the fear the fire and the guns remained.

It doesn't matter now. It's over anyhow.
He tells the world that it's sleeping.
But as the night came round I heard it slowly sound.
It wasn't roaring, it was weeping.

And then one day the neighbors came.
They were curious to know about the smoke and flame.
They stood around outside the wall,
but of course there was nothing to be heard at all.
"My friends," he said, "we've reached our goal,
the threat is under firm control.
As long as peace and order reign,
I'll be damned if I can see a reason to explain,
why the fear and the fire and the guns remained."

It doesn't matter now. It's over anyhow.
He tells the world that it's sleeping.
But as the night came round I heard it slowly sound.
It wasn't roaring, it was weeping.

Is there a light, can you feel the light shine?
I think I've find a way through...
I know things have changed but the fear remained in me
till I touched the light in you.

Say it's over now, it doesn't matter now.
He tells the world that it's sleeping.
But as the night came round I heard it slowly sound.
It wasn't roaring, it was weeping

6 FREAKIN' HOURS LEFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 03 Nov 2006 00:26:04 GMT

i loooooooooooooove feburary song!!!!
and i loooooooove looooooooooove loooooooooooooooooooooooooove now or never. its so imogen heap!

Tue, 17 Oct 2006 00:32:13 GMT

Believe in what you feel inside
And give your dreams the wings to fly
You have everything you need
If you just believe

Mon, 16 Oct 2006 00:35:20 GMT

there's a girl named naomi dubin who needs to improve her badminton skills and grow a few inches. she also needs to stop wearing maroon sweats and a purple tshirt simultaenously. it's amazingly hideous.

but she's the most amazing person ever and the bestest friend i could ever ask for.

Sun, 15 Oct 2006 17:39:39 GMT

Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming Deceiving and Bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
(I’m going under)
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and Stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again

I'm going under
Drowing in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through

So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under

life is deffinitely really frustrating.

FLAVOR FLAV!

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 15:28:55 GMT

he hypmotizes me with boobs and brains :)
gummy bears & chili at peggy sues are pretty amazing. but the rest is a complete ripoff.
i no longer have pen on my chin!!!!
29 days, 13 hours, 31 minutes, and 10 seconds till Awake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 00:37:49 GMT

i feel completely overwhelmed and ever so mediocre

Sun, 24 Sep 2006 17:22:14 GMT

Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind

Should have let you fall
lose it all
So maybe you can remember yourself
Can't keep believing
We're only deceiving ourselves
And I'm sick of the lie
And you're too late

Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind

Couldn't take the blame
Sick with shame
Must be exhausting to lose your own game
Selfishly hated
No wonder you're jaded
You can't play the victim this time
And you're too late

So don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind

You never call me when you're sober
You only want it 'cause it's over - It's over

How could I have burned paradise?
How could I?
You were never mine

So don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
Don't lie to me
Just get your things
I've made up your mind

Tue, 05 Sep 2006 21:50:23 GMT

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When your heart's heavy
I...I will lift it for you
Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I...I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well, I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because
You Are Loved

Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you're lost inside
I'll be there to find you
Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I...I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well, I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because
You Are Loved

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 01:02:49 GMT

i went flower shopping at home depot with pater today. it was actually really fun, we bought 7 pots of hardy mums. then again, it was all they had to offer.
3 days left until school!!!!!!! i'm actually pretty excited (minus the gay peerleadership polos) *gag*
you should all take the SATs with me on Dec. 2 btw

Thu, 24 Aug 2006 02:40:14 GMT

i watched the exorcism of emily rose tonight. scariest movie i've ever seen. o mannn, it was like one of those movies that messes with your mind....no gore...no scary creatures.....no creepy monsters/ghosts, and yet it scared the crap out of me. and plus, it had one of the scariest menus ever. like, i think that was scariest part of the movie, and it wasn't even part of the movie. *shiver*
on a happier note, HAPPY 16TH MEREDITH!!!!!!!!

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 18:09:04 GMT

field hockey makes me soooo happy =]
i could almost say that it's better than lacrosse. but shhhh
i got the goo goo dolls cd- let love in - it's quite fantabulous
off to watch finding neverland & troy for the billionth time