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don't cry because it's over.
smile because it happened.
smile because it happened.
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rant.
28 May 2007 @ 08:46 pm
The moment I said it,
The moment I opened my mouth
Lead in your eye lids,
Bulldozed the life out of me
I know what you're thinking,
But darling you're not thinking straight
Sadly things just happen we can't explain
It's not even light out,
But you've somewhere to be
No hesitation
No I’ve never seen you like this,
And I don't like it
I don't like it
I don't like it at all
Just put back the car keys,
Or somebody's gonna get hurt
Who are you calling at this hour?
Sit down, come round, I need you now
We'll work it all out together,
But we're getting nowhere tonight
Now sleep, I promise it'll all seem better,
Somehow in time
It's not even light out,
Suddenly (suddenly) oh, you've somewhere to be
No hesitation
Oh, I've never seen you like this
You're scaring me
You're scaring me
You're scaring me to death
Don't…ohh (smash)
Please don't…ohh (Not a-[please] nother one)
Don't…ohh (smash)
Please don't…ohh (Not a-[please] nother one)
I'm losing you, I'm losing you
Trust me on this one
I've got a bad feeling,
Trust me on this one
You're gonna throw it all away
With no hesitation
The moment I opened my mouth
Lead in your eye lids,
Bulldozed the life out of me
I know what you're thinking,
But darling you're not thinking straight
Sadly things just happen we can't explain
It's not even light out,
But you've somewhere to be
No hesitation
No I’ve never seen you like this,
And I don't like it
I don't like it
I don't like it at all
Just put back the car keys,
Or somebody's gonna get hurt
Who are you calling at this hour?
Sit down, come round, I need you now
We'll work it all out together,
But we're getting nowhere tonight
Now sleep, I promise it'll all seem better,
Somehow in time
It's not even light out,
Suddenly (suddenly) oh, you've somewhere to be
No hesitation
Oh, I've never seen you like this
You're scaring me
You're scaring me
You're scaring me to death
Don't…ohh (smash)
Please don't…ohh (Not a-[please] nother one)
Don't…ohh (smash)
Please don't…ohh (Not a-[please] nother one)
I'm losing you, I'm losing you
Trust me on this one
I've got a bad feeling,
Trust me on this one
You're gonna throw it all away
With no hesitation
Current Mood: lonely
lonely27 May 2007 @ 07:11 pm
pissed off24 May 2007 @ 09:44 pm
it's completely amazing how i can feel so sure of myself and completely lost at the same time.
Current Mood: 
surprised
surprised13 May 2007 @ 06:51 pm
i never ends =[
and somethings never begin.
and somethings never begin.
Current Mood: 
blank
blankCurrent Music: Tonight-Kate Walsh
29 April 2007 @ 12:13 am
gahh. i can't stop thinking about him.
this is just ridonkulous.
....honestly. i dont even like him that much.
can't concentrate.
this is just ridonkulous.
....honestly. i dont even like him that much.
can't concentrate.
16 February 2007 @ 01:13 pm
AH! new groby songs!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sooo good =]
thanks.
thanks.
Current Mood: 
impressed
impressedCurrent Music: My Heart Was Home Again-Groby!
20 January 2007 @ 11:39 pm
Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives.
And even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives.
unlike the cabbage, we will always bring sexyback. no matter what.
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives.
And even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives.
unlike the cabbage, we will always bring sexyback. no matter what.
28 December 2006 @ 12:21 am
24 November 2006 @ 11:34 pm
Hush now baby don't you cry
Rest your wings my butterfly
Peace will come to you in time
And I will sing this lullaby
Know though I must leave my child
That I would stay here by your side
And if you wake before I'm gone
Remember this sweet lullaby
And oh, through darkness, don't you ever stop believing
With love alone, with love you'll find your way
My love
The world has turned the day to dark
I leave this night with heavy heart
When I return to dry your eyes
I will sing this lullaby
Yes I will sing this lullaby
10 November 2006 @ 11:56 pm
i hate junior year and its pressure. its interminable workload, perpetual pressure from everyone and everything. what's the point? yes, college and grow up and be something amazing. is it so wrong to not want to be extraordinary? what ever happened to being a normal teenager? i want to not worry about EVERYTHING. i seriously feel like im juggling a billion things at once. and i am. and i cant do it.
i just remembered how during the first week of summer, i didn't have a care in the world. i rode my bike down that gigantic hill as fast as i could. my mind was blank, everything was just blank. and it was the most amazing feeling in the world. all i had to worry about was whether the heats would lose their nba title to the mavericks that night. and that was it. nothing else. i had nothing else on my mind that night. and that was ok. perfectly ok. big hills, fireflies, and nba world championships. that's how it should be. always.
So keep me awake for every moment
Give us more time to be this way
We can't stay like this forever
why does every josh song fit into my life so perfectly?
i just remembered how during the first week of summer, i didn't have a care in the world. i rode my bike down that gigantic hill as fast as i could. my mind was blank, everything was just blank. and it was the most amazing feeling in the world. all i had to worry about was whether the heats would lose their nba title to the mavericks that night. and that was it. nothing else. i had nothing else on my mind that night. and that was ok. perfectly ok. big hills, fireflies, and nba world championships. that's how it should be. always.
So keep me awake for every moment
Give us more time to be this way
We can't stay like this forever
why does every josh song fit into my life so perfectly?
Current Mood: scared
scaredCurrent Music: awake-josh
06 November 2006 @ 06:37 pm
Where has that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
Til he opens his eyes, opens his eyes
Where is that simple day
Before colors broke into shades
And how did I ever fade
Into this life, into this life
And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
When all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you I, I'll come back to you one day
Morning is waking up
And sometimes it's more than just enough
When all that you need to love
Is in front of your eyes
It's in front of your eyes
And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
Sometimes it's hard to find the ground
Cause I keep on falling as I try to get away
From this crazy world
And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
When all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you I, I'll come back to you one day
Where has that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
Til he opens his eyes
Opens his eyes
Current Mood: 
pensive
pensive06 November 2006 @ 05:19 pm
I knew a man who lived in fear.
It was huge, it was angry it was drawing near.
Behind his house, a secret place
was the shadow of the demon he could never face.
He built a wall of steel and flame
And men with guns to keep it tame.
Then standing back he made it plain
that the nightmare would never ever rise again.
But the fear the fire and the guns remained.
It doesn't matter now. It's over anyhow.
He tells the world that it's sleeping.
But as the night came round I heard it slowly sound.
It wasn't roaring, it was weeping.
And then one day the neighbors came.
They were curious to know about the smoke and flame.
They stood around outside the wall,
but of course there was nothing to be heard at all.
"My friends," he said, "we've reached our goal,
the threat is under firm control.
As long as peace and order reign,
I'll be damned if I can see a reason to explain,
why the fear and the fire and the guns remained."
It doesn't matter now. It's over anyhow.
He tells the world that it's sleeping.
But as the night came round I heard it slowly sound.
It wasn't roaring, it was weeping.
Is there a light, can you feel the light shine?
I think I've find a way through...
I know things have changed but the fear remained in me
till I touched the light in you.
Say it's over now, it doesn't matter now.
He tells the world that it's sleeping.
But as the night came round I heard it slowly sound.
It wasn't roaring, it was weeping
6 FREAKIN' HOURS LEFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Current Mood: 
ecstatic
ecstaticCurrent Music: over-listening to Awake
02 November 2006 @ 07:26 pm
i loooooooooooooove feburary song!!!!
and i loooooooove looooooooooove loooooooooooooooooooooooooove now or never. its so imogen heap!
and i loooooooove looooooooooove loooooooooooooooooooooooooove now or never. its so imogen heap!
Current Mood: 
cheerful
cheerful16 October 2006 @ 08:31 pm
Believe in what you feel inside
And give your dreams the wings to fly
You have everything you need
If you just believe
And give your dreams the wings to fly
You have everything you need
If you just believe
Current Mood: optimistic
optimistic15 October 2006 @ 08:33 pm
there's a girl named naomi dubin who needs to improve her badminton skills and grow a few inches. she also needs to stop wearing maroon sweats and a purple tshirt simultaenously. it's amazingly hideous.
but she's the most amazing person ever and the bestest friend i could ever ask for.
15 October 2006 @ 01:38 pm
Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming Deceiving and Bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
(I’m going under)
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under
Blurring and Stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowing in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming Deceiving and Bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
(I’m going under)
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under
Blurring and Stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowing in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under
life is deffinitely really frustrating.
Current Mood: worried
worriedCurrent Music: Return of the King-Lord of the Rings Soundtrack
08 October 2006 @ 11:25 am
he hypmotizes me with boobs and brains :)
gummy bears & chili at peggy sues are pretty amazing. but the rest is a complete ripoff.
i no longer have pen on my chin!!!!
29 days, 13 hours, 31 minutes, and 10 seconds till Awake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gummy bears & chili at peggy sues are pretty amazing. but the rest is a complete ripoff.
i no longer have pen on my chin!!!!
29 days, 13 hours, 31 minutes, and 10 seconds till Awake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Current Mood: 
cold
coldCurrent Music: Remember When It Rained-Joshyyyyy
26 September 2006 @ 08:36 pm
i feel completely overwhelmed and ever so mediocre
Current Mood: worried
worried